Ray Un_BackINTown

不想他们老掉啊。

要是他们离开了我可是无法释怀接受这个缺了他们的世界。

我知道我的语序已经乱七八糟，用词也莫名其妙了，可是我还是只能写出来了。

我不想要Jensen老掉或者死掉，也不要Misha死掉。

比起S4的时候，Misha变了好多……我是说ages了。

我真的好不甘心啊……人类会受伤，会生病，会变老……真的好弱……可是就是很巧我最爱的十个人，百分之六十都是人类。只有百分之三十的人老去我觉得无所谓，可是剩下的另外一个百分之三十我不能容忍。

【顺便列出一下自己TOP10 People I Care the most ：

1.Mom

2.Dad

3.Sis

4.Coffee(My dog)

5.Jensen

Jenkles I really truly love you,I wish I was born 25th yrs older than you so that I might’ve the chance to work in a hospital and watch you get got of a mother’s body. I wanted so badly to watch a miracle,love of my life came to this world, I never wanted to missed any moment of your life......it sounds so weird I’m freaking out myself......I’m sorry that it’s true......creepy but true......

6.Misha

Mish you're a living Angel,I will say I am the luckiest girl in the world cause I know that you exist and how amazingyou are,I love you as much as I love Jensen,I know you’re all married but I’m young and naive, I can’t help myself.

What I’m saying is everyday I go home after school/job,I feel so exhausting that I don’t want to continue anymore, I take out my phone,I watch an episode of Supernatural or a old Panel Video,I thought that I can’t give up cause I haven’t seen your panel yet.Now I’m here,I’m kinda don’t know what to do.

I guess I can die with my eyes closed now.

You are my air and water Misha,for now and the rest of my life.

7.Jared

Jar-Pad you are damn HOT.

8.Dean

Deanna everything I ever wanted I ever need.

9.Sam

Sammy girl,My Love,I wish you still got clean chin.

10.Castiel

Castiel My Angel,My point of living.